So what's the deal? I want to fix this. I've been with my girlfriend for two years and I love her so and everytime I see my dyke couple friends being affectionate or a queer movie with ladies loving each other, it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. But I don't have that level of affection in my life. We're not totally dead with each other, but it's hard for me to think to give affection. On good days, I can remember and go a day doing really well, and we'll both be really happy, but then the next day I'll have forgotten. I know some people are more touchy feely than others, but seriously.
Frustrating, to say the least. On top of that, I'm a physical love kind of person - no matter how many times you say it, it doesn't mean anything to me compared to showing it. And the less I'm affectionate with my lady, the less she is with me, 'cause it's a terrible, awful, vicious cycle. Akjhodisfhgoweg!! Help?





